MeMoRy

TOday is 28 April 2008, Sunny day.. 2 more weeks, I'm going to Phuket already.. Wish to have a good memory there.. Hope to be happy everyday.. Is true that we really need to be happy with our life.. By the way, today is one of my friend's birthday who is Jockey Chiam , real name is James Chiam.. Happy Birthday Jockey...

真得很想过得开开心。。很希望我能是最开心最快乐的。。我对我的过去很不开心。。不想再想到我的过去。。我对现在的生活很满意。。就是像这样的过下去。。每个人都想有个长久的感情。。我也不意外。。

Last few days, my god sister ask me one question-- "How I can make a relationship last long?" I said, "Just sun qi zi ran" will do.. Nothing special need to do for a long lasting relationship.. As long as both of you able to understand each other well.. then won't have any problem with that.. I really care how others judge me.. Tat is why I'm always not happy.. Try to think out of the box will make me feel better. But i also need someone to support me..

Unforgetable day - 7th April 2008

Now is 12.21am.. Today is an unforgetable day for me, feeling so so down.. Don't know how to express out my feeling, just can cry out from my eyes.
我是真得很不开心。不知如何表达我的心情。真得很需要我的爱人来陪伴着我，但是他不知道我现在的心情。
I also don't know what really happen to me. Just feel want to cry. I can't bear people shouting at me yet the one nearest to me always do so. Maybe he din realise. Why he always want to blame me for everything I do? Is it I realy do wrong? Just feeling not happy.. Hope tomorrow will be better.. 加油！He will think I'm sleeping now but I'm not. Although I'm really tired now but don't feel want to sleep also.