Long long time never have this kind of feeling.. A bad feeling for me which are sad and easy to get angry.. I never feel calm, just easy to get frustrated with a small little tiny thing.. Why i will have this kind of feeling.. I cannot control myself.. I really hate this kind of feeling.. When it will leave me far far away? For the past few weeks, even people shout at me, i also won't feel angry or sad.. But now, if someone just say me with louder voice, then i will feel wanna cry.. My Angel had leave me and Devil stay in me.. How come? Angel, where are u? Please come back to me.. I need u to control my temper.. Without u, i will affected by the Devil inside me.. Is it Angel went for holiday? Hope you come back soon.. No matter what, for those beside me, please bear with me this short period, the bad time will end very very soon. I need your courage and support.. No matter what i had done, i am mean it.. Just the way i show it out are wrong and not friendly enough.. I think i care too much for u all, i will stop caring for u all from now on.. The more i care, the more i dun feeling well.. I should care the right person.. "A" told me, there are just friends, we give opinion and comment, they want to listen or not, is up to them, we cannot care much.. Yes.. What "A" had told me are definitely true.. If i worry lesser, i will be more happy.. So, please take care of yourself for u guys out there.. No matter what, we really are not able to give too much comment sometimes.. I think i am too busybody.. NONE OF MY BUSINESS... Take care of myself are good enough...
A little at a time my heart beats
Imagine once I had a perfect world.
That was untill,
A little at a time my heart beats,
And I'm in love.
Imagine once there was no fear,
That was untill,
A little at a time my heart beats,
And I fear to ask.
Imagine once there was no pain,
That was untill,
A little at a time my heart beats,
And I sit here crying he turned me down.
Imagine once there was no anything,
That was untill,
A little at a time my heart beats,
And I start to reailize,A little at a time.
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